i said, "cover me if there's a fire

cause i want you 

to burn first."
she screamed at me, "i want to be desired!"
i said, "easy girl,
i know it hurts."
so, i'll give thanks,
but i am a liar
cause i got a feeling
i just might get worse
now there's nothing wrong with you
i'm just tired
and i need you for a brand new curse

who will keep me from lashing out? anxiety chokes me like razor wire

trish: stevo's got a big heart.

stevo: i don't have a big heart, trish. i have the heart the size of a pea.

          it's okay though, i mean-- you guys are happy it's okay.

          please, don't pity me. i get off on pain.

          bob tell her i get off on pain please.

bob: yeah, he does.

the only boys i will ever love

i am crapola at studying

so worn out from crying last night and this afternoon
i just want to hide under my blankets and not feel anything ever again

crying everywhere oh god

don't know what to do anymore.

what is up with me being miserable all the time no matter what i am doing

i dont care what youre thinkin baby cause i know what i like and it pleases it me